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Name: Jason
Metro: Los Angeles
Birthday: 2/13/1983
Gender: Male
Interests: I have always thought people are interesting. Bowling seems to big a bright spot in my life, and im sure it can be in yours too. music and movies will always hold a special place in my heart..
Expertise: i think i am better at being me then anyone else... does that make me an expert?
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business
Message: message me
AIM:  Mtree34
Member Since:
8/8/2004
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| job interview this weekend kind of seals the deal for Dallas for me...
there are lots of hesitations about going there one not knowing as many
people as I do in so cal or chi-town... also feel like any chance I
have to re-connect with those that I care about the most is getting
slimmer and slimmer... this saddens me, but I know all of this is
really out of my hands and what is supposed to happen will happen... I
guess just some things are hard to let go...
anyway... hadnt been on here in a while... just thought I would let
y'all know im still here still kickin and cant wait to
graduate and start the next stage of life no matter where that might
be...
love
me
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| hurray for a child
That makes it through
If there's any way
Because the answer lies in you
They're laid to rest
Before they know just what to do
Their souls are lost
Because they could never find
What's this life for
I see your soul, it's kind of gray
I see your heart, you look away
You see my wrist, I know your pain
I know your purpose on your plane
Don't say a last prayer
Because you could never find
What's this life for
But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle the score
Cause we all live
Under the reign of one king
never new a cheese band could say so much
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| found out this week that my dad is being provided a new job opportunity in the dallas area and as of this week him and my mom are planning on moving there asap.
i will be joining them for some length of time when i get done with school which will either be at the end of july or december
either way.... im moving to texas...
more on this later
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| since this time last year i have been planning on going to mexico with
a bunch of people for spring break.... a solid week of food, fun and
drinks with friends... however this past month or so, i was not
feeling comforable about going... for a long long list of reasons, one
of which being the idea of sitting around drinking for a week, just
doesnt sound that fun anymore.... as i started praying about it... i
got my answer.
i am no longer going to mexico, because instead i will.... are you
ready for this... its big... yes instead i will be having
surgery. getting my tonsils adnoids and deviated septum taken
care of. i will say this isnt not the answer to that prayer i was
looking for... but its something that needs to be done. i have a
sleeping disorder called sleep apnia which basically means while i am
sleeping my air way closes and i stop breathing for a bit. this
could potentially become very serious... and has already had drastic
effects on my life. basically i havent gotten a "FULL" nights
sleep in like the last 2 years.... even if i sleep all night since i
dont get enough air, i can never seem to wake up and feel
refreshed. this might explain some of the depression that seems
to linger no matter what i do... or the extreme fategue i have felt for
the past 2 years.. the incrediable lack of motivation or desire to
really do anything other then watch tv... this has really
effected just about everything in my life... my education., my
relationships and my walk with God.
refreshed... what a cool idea... im not fully
convinced that this surgery will fix all of these sleeping problems but
i think ill just make it my prayer everynight that i would be refreshed
by the Holy Spirit. He has the power to refresh me. so we
will see how that works...
later
J
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| - fishin in the darkI will not appolgize for taking a few days off... because instead of
posting and writing about some of the ways and areas I wanna be better
I have actually been doing them....
now this may seem small, but I did laundry yes that's right... took over
7 loads to get em all clean but I got it done - funny how when special
people leave your life its hard to keep your clothes clean ;)
along with laundry I made several way over due appointments and took
care of about 12 things on my "to do" list that have been hanging over
my head for weeks in some cases months.... but if you read my
post then you might have some kind of understanding just how
difficult some of these simple life things can be when you feel the way
I have felt.
also worked on my resume which I am starting to send out... even though
I am not graduating until December... I have a few opportunities for
the summer that could lead into a lot more some day so lets all say a
prayer for that to keep moving.
also just wanna say I am really excited about this weekend... my cousins
wedding in St. Luis which means I will get to see a lot of my
family. been a long time since I was looking forward to a weekend
so much...
hope y'all have a wonderful and pleasant day.
J
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